I have problems falling asleep in the sense that just will not sleep until the morning if I have special obligations. Last night I decided to turn off the lights at 7. Maybe I should say this morning.
Anyway, I could not sleep, and not just dawn for a long, but I also heard the first bell, and I still did not sleep. But with eyes closed, him into slumber, I continued to think and rethink and I could think of only a darkened room, the scent of oil and a stranger staring at me. And I kept saying "You do not have to stop doing that. I will feel to be back a whole person and harmonious if you continue. You must do it, and I feel to finally be in place and have solved all the problems that stop me. You farlo per tutte quelle sere in cui avrei dovuto essere baciata, e devi farlo anche per quella scena avvenuta in questa stanza che ogni tanto non mi fa dormire anche se non sono mai tornata sui miei passi. Anche se sono rimasta di pietra e non ho avuto nemmeno un ripensamento e sapevo di far bene. E anche per tutte le volte che non sono stata ascoltata. Per quella sera sul prato con una coperta che lei non ha voluto starmi a sentire. E per quando in quel bar pieno di fumo mi ha detto "Lo so che ti fa soffrire quella storia e mi chiedevo quando l'avresti detto". E anche per il mio karma e per quegli scalini. E per tutti quelli che non hanno voluto mai sapere la mia opinione, per tutti quelli che mi hanno parlato a casaccio senza dirmi che la mia ragionevolezza would be vital. For all those times when I was uncomfortable because it aside, and even when someone has stopped talking because he was too terrified to do so, and all the moments of ecstasy and peace of mind that I have held for me, right in the morn 'winter, listening to opera arias, and deleting messages that are already written and submitted because they had never read. And even when I was sincere and I do not come at all, but in the meantime I had done for me and that was enough. By that time she came here and I knew I was not having to rely on, and his acts of evil that I brook alone, and my sincere full of hate and revenge for pointing out the reality to those who me the ask and then he spoke little, and for talking too much, and had confused the coincidence with fate. "
Then I slept. But no one ever bring back the balance in his bewildered mind until you have lived in 'deep blue.